Yeah she smiles from time to time,
She laughs, she giggles, she’ll drink a corona with lime.
She’ll chill, she’ll make jokes, she can be your best friend.
She’s so smooth, she’s so cool, until everything in her world feels like it’s about to end.
When everything comes crashing down like a wave,
still no one realizes everything she gave.
She tries her hardest to understand,
she tries her hardest to take what you recommend,
but still there’s that feeling inside that takes a while to go away,
but deep down no matter how she acts, she just hopes you’ll decide to stay.
She’s so fucked in the head
but no one knows all about her past.
She’s been beaten down, her heart still healing in a cast.
When the sun rises and goes down,
it’s the same shit all over again.
But no one knows, no one knows, it’s about to begin.
When the tears fall from her doll like eyes,
she waits for a dramatic surprise
of bitching and cursing and being tortured inside.
Heart rate dropping, veins throbbing and then some more.
Seriously, you have no idea how this girl has been torn
Like salvation in the process, or a bandaid covering the wound
She needs you there, she needs you here, and that’s all you can do.
It hurts her when she knows there’s something wrong with you,
even if it’s not her, she feels what you feel
and still you don’t know what she goes through.
It happens all of a sudden,
it happens almost every day,
when she cries in silence in the corner, she doesn’t know what to say.
When you’re distant from her, she can feel the space in between.
All she wants is for you to treat her heart like a queen.
For once in her life make her feel like it’s not her fault
because you know she won’t take what you say with a grain of salt.
Her insides twisting and her stomach turning with each moment of silence
She needs anything besides being stared at by the audience.
Pay close attention, listen as close as possible
because every day in her life is another scene of mission impossible.
On the days that seem like she’s alright, she’s okay,
just take that in consideration because those will be the best of your days,
when she’s slowing down, watch each and every phrase.
She’ll give up everything just as long as you give her a little of your time and attention
and if it’s not going through, just keep going, don’t put her feelings in detention.
She can shine brighter than anything you’ve ever seen.
She’d rather be the one hurt just so you can finally say “I know what you mean”.
She’s trying her hardest, if you still don’t have the heart to notice.
Be her knight, be her hero, be the one that gives her the most focus.
Be with her, kiss her, hug her, don’t leave her…
because the day you do, you’ll realize you’ll never be happy again either.
Me ; Jade Monton.